Tuesday, March 28, 2006
i've been neglecting my blog. sorry guys. =(
well, i had just survived a series of block tests. i dunno if i really meant that survived it or not cos results are not totally released yet. but, compared to my best friends in class, i'm lagging WAYY behind. trying to catch up to them. okay, so blame it on cca. heck, stop finding excuses. it's so not because of my squashing that caused me to be in this plight. squash training didn't continue for a week before the block tests aka march holidays. at that time, before the tests i never thought of the consequences. how i would feel after it all happened. now, when i get back my results. i know that things are not going the way i want it to. and it's mostly my fault. (maybe except for GP! a disappointment.)
yup this is only a block test you say. however, why is it that people can pass? my sectionB and C was a disaster. (36% and 22%!) i also dunno what happened.. =/ to think that, with the mcq (that i got a B for) would pull my results up, i was wrong. hahah.. sad huh.. =p
i'm not lookin forward to the following days of the week. it's gonna be worse. econs, math. i had the highest expectations for chem. as in i put in the most effort for it, though it might not be very much. i've already told my mum that she would most probably have to come down for meet-the-parents. hais.
i really love my friends. but sometimes, on few occasions, i feel really lousy and sucky around them. i know everyone has his or her weaknesses. but around them, makes me think that i have little strong points. =( damn i know i shouldn't compare cos everyone's different. but, it doesn't make me feel good being the lousiest in everything!
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 7:55 PM
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